21st December 2005

yoo hoo!! 7 days more to go to my bdae!!! dotx.. lols.. actualli, a little scared of kenna saboed on tt dae.. as dere is music camp.. grrr.. hopefulli wunt.. mayb its a gd ting 2 kenna saboed as well... ? hu noes.. to tell ya e truth, i nv been saboed in my life b4.. as summ ppl noes, im quite a loner back in my secondary school daes.. haiz.. i oso dunno y.. cum 2 tink of it.. i realised tt eva since i cam e2 poly, i bcum more active.. or another wae of saying it is tt i try to b more active in e tings tt i participate.. look.. eg will b cca.. i tink tts e most active ting i eva do i sp... haiz.. class... still can actualli.. moz of e time is spent either in class or wiv gab, logan n mel fer breaks... but ive gt a feelin tt im gonna b reverted back 2 my original self sooon... bcum anti-social again.. haiz.. im sooo scared of tt... haiz... wat shld i do.. in class, i alwaes sit by myself.. im scared of joinin ppl... im scares tt if i auto join ppl, dey will 'chase' mi out.. aniwae tts oso wat happen to mi in sec sch.. sad... hey.. y m i bloggin abt my paz unhappi memories neh?? i shld b worryin more abt e-learning wk.. 23rd December is approachin.. juz 2 daes more... n i hvnt done my auto-cadd yet!! hw 2 do?? heavy traffuc.. dotx.. summore gt e cheek 2 ask ppl go in @ ard midnite... siao!! is e onli i can sae abt e sch e-learning system.. in e short time span of 1 wk, e whole of sp is to login into e E-learning platform to do assignments, take part in forums n take quizes.. siao... kaoz.. hw 2 do lyk tt?? certinly, i cant give an excuse saying tt <> wat logic is tis.. even if i realli sae tt, i doubt e tcher will believe.. imagine u r e tcher n tis is wat ur students tell u.. will u believe dem in e 1st place anot?? gotta put urself in other ppl's shoes b4 tinkin of any reasons lor.. .
ystrd gt werk... haiz... nvm.. @ least i kenna Post 1.. sooo sorta relief n slack.. but still nd 2 take orders lar.. @ least can 'run' abt.. AM manager is maria... haha.. she's veri gd dez... i help her do audit n drawer bleed.. ltr, gt trainee managers cum.. den makan pizza.. as usual, i n eat.. i dunt eat pizza n i dunno y.. mayb bcoz my parents dunt take mi eat all tis kinda food wen i was young?? mayb... hu noes? den gt sum1 fainted.. omg!! tts e 2nd time liao tt i hear ppl faint.. e 1st time was @ bedok inter.. nw outside KFC.. omg... e one hu faint was one of our lobby staff.. A.Low... haiz... wonder wat happen.. i oso dunno... sad.. after werk, i go mit mel n greg @ starbucks .. fer wat? STUDY lorz... starbucks table veri small .. its a round table.. abit of a squeeze.. @ ard 7pm, we go fer dinner.. haha... veri expensive sia e food... e drinks alone cost $1.50.. wow!!! tatz wat greg found out... dotx.. ltr we went ova 2 coffee bean.. @ century sq.. e table is big n squarish.. but sum hw o other, i juz cant seem 2 absorb wat i was readin.. y???! haiz.. stress? worried? well.. i dunno.. greg sae i prolli i stired after werkin tts y.. mayb.. den i go tamp inter to hand in a feedback form fer my dad... while crossin e traffic light, a TIBS bus juz drive thru lor.. even thou its red lite fer drivers n green lite fer pedestrianz.. summore e driver was starin @ mi lyk it was my fault.. wat e hey!! i mean tis is a RED light we r talkin abt nW!!!! even thou green lite is flashin, it does gic e driver 2 drive thru pass lyk tt lor.. luckily i did stop.. coz wen i saw tt bus, i was hesitating.. 2 cross or nt 2 cross.. but wen i was lyk wanna cross, e bus didnt stop.. soo tt scared mi off.. n i decided nt 2 cross.. F**K e driver lar.. i wann amake a complaint sia,.. i gt e plate no as well.. wonder hw 2 make complaint... shall ask my dad... haiz... GRrrrrrr...... veri fed up lor.. as i m bloggin nw, im steaming underneath... im hittin my key board soooo hard.... den i reached hm.. go online... nd 2 gt into bb.. diff sia.. bloody hell!!! wat kinda excuse is tis.. i nd 2 post my comments on crs le.. farhan is chasin mi fer an ans liaoz... kaoz... finalli i manage to gt in bb @ ard 0035 hrs.. my mum was lyk keep on askin mi 2 slp as its late.. i pity here.. she was worried abt mi lorx.. coz im keepin late nites nowades... i was lyk tellin her ... haiz... feels bad after tt.. den vic finalli send mi e list of wat 2 do fer e concert poster lisoz... haha... yes.. finalli is e word.. omg!! i betta stop nw.. nd 2 eat lunch n den go sp earli 2 print poster... urghhh..