23rd December 2005

~yoooz.. sooo excited 2dae... y leh? coz im flyin 2 thailand todae!! supposed 2 b in e airport @ 3.30pm 2 mit my uncle n grandma fer check in... dotx.. @ TerminaL 1.. cuming back on mondae.. ard 6 pm i tink.. Terminal 1 as well.. haha.. since ive finish packin n gt time 2 spare, i tot i mite as well blogged my 'laz' entry b4 leavin.. yay!! called xz after she msg mi.. i was wonderin y sia... turns out tt she wann mi 2 help her buy jeans... ok.. if i gt go shoppin, i will help u buy.. =).. nic oso.. nic wanna buy shoes.. i listen till a little blur... coz he wan casual shoes.. which is shaped sth lyk sch shoes.. black or green color is fine.. spore sells @ 120 dollars... omg!! sooo ex... haha .. lols.. hope wiv tis trip, i can gt lots of presents fer everione.. yes... includin my juniors whom i'll b mitin on mondae nite fer ZR BBQ.. haiz.. u guys betta help mi buy my concert tix oso lor.. gt 3 booklets 2 sell... was hopin u all can buy.. haha... realli.. im serious.. onli $5 lorz... hope louis dey all oso gt go fer bbq.. F.Y.I louis was my ZR instructor.. veri long time nv c him liaoz.. laz time i saw him was lyk 2 mths gao? wen i went 2 loan my blazer 2 css.. haha... wonder wat can buy fer my frens... ystrd tok 2 nic on e msn again.. haha.. veri entertainin.. he realli can make mi laugh.. wen i offline.. he oso.. i slp he study.. haha.. muz jia you fer ur SAT.. did i gt e name rite?? den i msg him a veri veri lame msg... haha.. mam linda oso recieve my lame msg n return mi one... ltr, my mum, sis, dad n bro will b goin 2 e airport wiv mi.. ive pack my bag le.. passport oso take liaoz.. haha.. i wunt lose my passport dez.. dun worri.. heeheee... all oF a sudden i feel sad...? y ? i dunnno.. perhaps im scared tt wen i cum back on mondae n go fer bbq, no one will buy tix fr mi.. haiz.. my own parents dun wanna go n c mi perform.. in my life of performin in co.. hw many times had either one of dem cum c my performance.. haiz.. i can tell ya.. nt more than twice.. n ttz onli my mum. my own dad nv cum c mi perform b4.. everi time i c other ppl's parents cum 'support' their own children, i feel sad.. sumtimes i even gt an urge 2 cry.. tears mite b brimming ... i can understand nw y parents cant cum n c my performance.. zll bcoz of my sis.. she cant sit still... sooo mite b a nuisance... but.. my sis was born in 2002.. y even in 2001, my parents nv cum n c mi perform... onli once.. i tink.. fer an outdoor event.. dey cum n go.. i c ither parents cum, sit n watch their children perform... after tt, their parents will wait fer dem 2 go hm.. sumtimes im a bit enviuos of dem.. haiz.. sad... oh ya.. btw kx msg mi in e mornin.. he ask mi if i gt go sp todae anot.. i sae no.. co rm key nt wiv mi but inside e letter box.. vic goin 2 sp ltr... she mitin sam mahz.. ttz wat i hear... lols... im sooo lame todae.. haha.. enuff of all my paz unhappy memories le.. if i sae summore, u mite cry.. ok.. den i betta go my final touch up on my packin.. bye.. dere goes my auto cadd marks le.. nv do.. bye...