Feeling bottled up at times..
How I wish I can find a way to vent out my bottled up anger feelings...
Feel very weird... With all those 'feelings' inside and within me..
With it inside me, I feel pek chek at times and even irritated with people around me..
haix..

Yesterday got CO prac..
zhi you ji zhi xiao mao lai er yi..
meaning that only a handful of pluck string section came for sectional..
Nicholas came..
Jolyn came.. (surprisingly)
Because Nicholas got come.. they can practise their duet.. haha
Yr 1s..
Attendance getting from bad to worse..
Already reminded and told them tons of times le..
IF NEVER SMS THEM, IT MEANS PRACTISE IS ON AS USUAL!!!!!
Why can't this bloody message get into their thick skulls and into that brain of theirs??!!!!
Some don't even have the decency courteousy basic manners on hand to inform me that they are not coming.. craps~
arghhhh~ forget it..
One thing that i'm happy is that I more or less have gotten Chayying to play bass for the concert le~~ yay!~ she used to play bass de.. But now learning cello..
Thank You ChayyinG!!
Combine.. hmm.. how should I describe it??
sad? pathetic? good??
i really dunno..
guess I'll decide on the word average bahx.. percussion and wood wind got the most ppl ystrd night.. pluck string.. only got
me, William, Huiling, Kelvin, Lifang, Vic and peile...
hai..
sometimes, I feel that I'm a letdown in being SL... I don't even know whether my members are coming a not..
e.g. peile.. i didn't even know that she's coming till LayLeng tell me.. Vic also the same.. But then, i feel like I'll never know when she's coming or not..
yar.. i know that Peile is alumni.. she don't have e liberty to tell me when she's coming.. but then, i still need to know.. Coz, i still need to arrange chairs for my section mahx.. dotx..
den as usual, went ALONE to return dance studio de key.. on the way back, huiling*erhu called me.. saying that they going off le.. and where am i.. i run back to co room.. veronica was holding my bag.. thnx veronica.. then the rest were outside T12 toilet.. orrhhh hor.. illegal gathering..
lols..
they were discussing where to go for supper.. den somemore, the grp.. majority is chaoyong's frens.. i dun noe them de.. den i walked off.. lols.. come to think of it, its bad of me to juz walk away..
what am i supposed to do?? juz joined in?? i will feel bad de.. coz simply.. because.. im not invited.. i paranoid.. scared that if i anihow join in any grp, i will kenna rebutted or wat.. muz b i paranoid..


then today..
woke up at 8.30am!!! when my lesson is supposed to start at 9am!!!! haha
den overslp on e mrt.. haha.. dotx.. den went JE entertainment fer lunch.. wiv

Aaron, FungTai, CheeHan, Ryan, WeiJing, Bryan, Darren & Greg..

ate KFC.. haha.. lols..
den arcade.. some arcade, some LAN..
saw philip e ponster king at mtr station.. haha..
den acs practical.. i finished e exp 1st.. haha.. ez lo.. den dcs prac.. new equipment.. still can la.. manage 2 grasp e foundation.. looking forward to nxt wk's dcs lab.. encryption!!! sounds sooo fun..

den went home.. typed the maths soln of pbl into e com.. took up abt 2-3hrs plus... coz veri tiring.. talked 2 tingting on e phone.. n yvonne oso.. nw, managed to finished e report le.. thou im nt supposed to do e whole thing la.. but i tot i do first juz in case.. ZzzZzz.. kk la.. nw late le,.,. 1am in e morning.. slp!!! bye..