19 October 2006

sianx..
LD prac juz nw... finished my prac liaos.. tatz y nw im blogging. hahaha..
ltr maths tutorial. *yawns**
tat yvonne ar.. call mi ard 9am!!! borrow calculator.. dotx.. she gt practiacl todae n yet she misplaced her calculator on tis day!!!?!!

den juz nw.. tingting call mi..abt mo mo ren.. lols.. saw tat guy at pasir ris inter.. sae wanna mit her on hari raya.. in e end, sae mit tml.. omg. wat r u gonna do nw??

Sianx... my clzmates all suddenly crazied into playing crazy taxi.. bcoz of mi.. hahahaha.. i still dunno wat to do sia.. wat m i supposed to do fer GEMS... sad.. n wat options to choose for yr3.. some going CST.. but majority going micro-e.. i dunn wanna b left alone.. as a loner.. anymore.. now tat i've become good frens wiv my clz mates fer 2 yrs liaos.. its a pity..haix.. i tinking of taking telecomms.. shld i or shld i nt???

arghhhhh~ i dunno la.. tis options choosing.. make mi think of a lot things.. I have gone this far to reach the point i m nw!!

Im glad to say.. and proudly announce that I am NO LONGER A LONER..

but, if i choose telecomms.. i might revert back to e loner gal i once was.. if i go in micro-e wiv my clz.. i wun't be alone..

Should I follow my Interest OR should I follow the majority????

its realli giving me a big fat headache.. even thou i'm given till nxt friday to choose..

Come to think of it, I always bottled up my feelings.. I find it quite hard to open myself up to others.. For fear that people might think me as bo liao n look aty me strangely?.. Yes.. I can open up myself to others.. But, not all my feelings.. Im still like any otehr normal human being.. I will feel paiseh dex..

Im oreadi feeling guilty liaos.. bcoz of sth tat i did accidentally.. shan't elab.. e more i sae, e more i feel guilty..

haix... nw.. spco is going overseas.. to guilin, china.. yes.. even thou $1.2k is ex.. but, i still hope ppl can come.. ppl r nw having probs over e money.. how to raise it in such a short notice.. haiz.. sooooo sad..

juz read someone's blog.. e owner sae himself is a loner.. well, same as mi last time.. but he don't look lyk one lo.. hahaha..

without knowing, I've been typing this post for almoz 30mins le.. Its time for me to go for my Maths tutorial.. T812.. arghhhhs..

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