I actually went!! Actually went to CSSCO 'chalet'.. omg.. i cant believe myself.. was still debating with myself.. to go or not to go. but den cray called mi up.. n persuade mi. hence i become soft hearted n went..

i know wat will happen.. everitime i go fer such gathering, i always hope tat i can b chatty n bubbly lyk i m nw in spco to my cssco mates.. i juz cant seem to do it.. arghhs~

took bus 17 n transferred to bus 29.. oh man.. wad a long way into e chalet.. aloha changi leh!! mai xiao xiao.. i gave a call to cray wen i reach.. coz i had no idea hw to gt in.. he n stanely came out.. he told mi e directions in.. whilst i went in alone.. he n stanely waited fer mingmin i tink.. coz she arrived later than mi n came in wiv cray.. e route in. .is dark.. wiv cars lined on one side.. a little scary.. ppl i noe will moz proably b scared.. i sat down on a bench as soon as i arrived.. saw louis, zhongxiao n jacklyn.. 3 of my instructors.. no1 seemed to noticed tat i was dere.. i felt tat i was invisible.. i felt alone.. n stupid.. coz im juz sitting dere lyk a stupid moroon.. may be its because i didnt speak to dem 1st bahs.. but wad can i speak to dem abt?? moz of dem were in TP lo.. tink im e oni one in cg in sp.. feel soo anti-social.. maple saw mi.. chatted wiv mi awhile.. saw some ZR juniors.. a bit gila.. feng feng dian dian dex.. saw ee wen as well.. i msg ppl to disturb.. vonne n aslany were soo kind to reply.. but ar.. gt 1 bo xim person.. rather watch TV den tok to mi on e phone.. sad.. due to e fact tat i was feeling bored n lonely, i went off 1st,, giving a lame excuse to cray.. as i went off, to e dark road back to e busstop.. i sort of cried a little.. saw koange n xinwei on e their way back to e chalet.. luckily dey didnt c mi face.. phew.. took bus 29 back to tamp n transferred to 3.. reached home to find tat my pc wunt werk..

went grandma hse on sun.. watch nada sou sou tat i borrowed.. quite touching man.. den out of e blue, uncle juz shouted la.. scared mi man.. was oo concentrated on e tv.. n he suddenli shouted.. n his whole family left shortly after.. ltr, i found out wad happened.. but i don wan to say it here.. went to pasasr malam @ bedok.. bought myself a pouch.. hehe.. n den went hm watch my girl..

today leh.. nth much.. face to face wiv tat gal.. i juz sae a word no.. n shes soo angri.. to 'throw' e box la.. wad oni.. 4 days left.. aslany will b soo sad.. nisa too.. yeah.. i will miz u guys dex leh..

k la.. stop here.. wanna watch my girl liaos..