haiz..
sianz..
bored..
no1 is willing to pei mi tok..
haiz..
soo sad..
vonne werking.. tingting dun wan tok wiv mi.. coz she ratehr study..
yawns..
half of mi feel lyk goin back to slp while other half of mi dun wanna slp..
die la.. hw sia
haiz..
i juz feel lyk being selfish fer todae.. having ppl pei mi instead of i pei others..
no one eva pei mi b4... oni i pei others.. eva sincei cum poly la..
n eva since ting go poly.. i feel tat e dist between us is umm.. increasing? feel tat we r drifting further n further away fr each other.. haiz..
to mi, it alwaes seem tat she gt time to pei her clzmate go outing.. but no time pei mi..
it may sound unreasonable la.. but den.. tatz hw i feel it is.. oni wad i feel sia..
n vonne.. nw she werking.. at her werkpl.. she gt dh to pei her.. so oso no nd mi le..
haiz..
wad abt my clzmates??
all guys.. i oni gal.. i oso will paiseh ask dem pei mi.. aniwaes.. i nt soo gam wiv dem oso.. at least nt till e ppoint where we can sae hey lets go out anitime.. lols.
spco??
haiz.. i oso feel tat im drifting further.. kinda feel out at some times.. i oso nt sooo gam wiv dem.. my realtionship wiv dem, i would sae ok ok nia.. haiz..

im starting to feel inferior again liaos..

wad shld i do sia???