im kinda late in tis post..
seeing tat everyone has posted on tis topic..
hahaha..

SPCO concert is finally over le!!~
my final moments as aspco member.. performing in my very last concert..
haiz..
gald tat i had e chance to perform in SCH(singapore conference hall).. other than during my SYF2003..
n watching cssco there.. hahaha..

tink i failed in trying to played my best on stage.. did i or did i not?
i could hear myself playing on stage.. O.o
with wrong notes.. wonder if audience noe a not..?? hmmm

one thing i tried my best is tat i tried my very best nt to loko at e audience..
nt because it is empty or wad..
it is because i noe i will nv find someone i know out there seeing me play.. watching me perform..

i will always feel an emptiness whenever i see ppl embracing tehir family members or frens..
ppl who had otehrs to come cheer fer them..
i feel so jealous at times.. haiz..

nevertheless.. i had a great time..
during solos n concertos.. had fun in tis VIP ROOM3 in e backstage..
me lixuan huiling sinyee(yq) keep luffin at meryvn..
he keep locking himself n otehr ppl in tat rm..
we oso dunno wad dey do inside wors..
den we anyhow say.. hahaha..
dey all zai gao ai mei..

but tatz nt e truth la!!
in e end, i found out on e way hm.. tat dey were all bz signing gifts... hahaha..
thankz fer e gift..

reach hm damn late ..
coz i went back co rm first.. help out with e others..
played wiv mervyn sunflower.. hahaha..
nth better to do..eat biscuits oso.. all want to take e white color one.. den left alot of pink..

mervyn took train to pasir ris.. wenna to paya lebar.. huiling n me as usual to pasir ris.. jamie n yishan to tampines..
si hui dunno disappear where le.. sae she dun wan go home.. lols..

lots of things were on my mind..
ive juz accepted yet another tuition assignment.. abit hetic.. since its nearing my exams.. e agent(jaslyn) oso talking very fast... but i still accepted it..

need e $$$$..
haiz,..

k la.. i tink i stop here.. tis post is realli a jumble of my thoughts..
c ya.. supposed to b doing my fyp as well. grrr..
i feel soo tired.. soo tired tat i feel lyk giving up..
feel lyk closing my eyes forever n nv open them again.. haiz..
my left eye is swollen.. wad to do sia??