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Im not feeling like myself today..
being paranoid today..
thinking abt sth else all day..
feeling weird too..

cold morning+coffee ice blend on an empty stomach+aircon=feeling feverish n slight headache


my eqn for today.. haiz
head keep feeling heavy sia.. want to lie down n slp.. but, i cant..

quite some work to do..
thou all is looking for piano teacher..
n some academic assignments..

after that, tuition tuition all e way...
tink i feel a little bus-sick oso.. when im sitting on a seat facing e opp direction.. urghhs..
feeling like eating sth.. but feel no appetite at e same time.. in e end, still eat chicken pau..

as for being paranoid..
i keep thinking to myself.. n asking myself tis qn..

Am I being bothersome to others?
Am I Being a nuisance to others?

even thou i noe if i ask someone nw, or rather ppl tat i talk onto in msn daily, im sure dey will say no..
woner hw true will it b..
haiz..
scared tat dey 口是心非..
meaning dey say one thing, mean anotehr thing.. lols.

tat means im realli paranoid.

anyway, who cares?
noone.. is wad i tink..

i keep thinking tat everyone is too bz wiv their own life.. to care abt me liao.. even thou i occasionally will call dem up to ask dem.. keep in contact..

sth must b wrong wiv me to keep thinking things like tat..


hope that i can quit e tuition @ elias rd..
so, 8 lessons, faster come, faster go..
haiz..
i tot that i cld handle ADD(attn deficit) kids.. turns out to b e other way rnd.. lols..

supposed to go fer tuition @ elias ystrd..
made me knock e door for a bloody 10mins.. no one ans..
call e mum, mum in India..
call e hse, no one ans..
call e dad, dad say will call hm again to check..
in e end leh.. e son nt @ home.. hvnt return fr sch..
wah liao eh.. dont dey hv e responsibilty to inform me de meh???
n somemore still wan to interfere on hw i teach.. pengzz
say i ask e son do e assesment qn, nt related to exams.. wtf?!

难道你要跟我说multiplication, 考试不会出吗？
难道我先叫他做（比如说 506*16）有错吗？
难道我不能叫他先multiply 两个数位字吗？
难道说一定要跟数学课本一样，叫他做 503*600 这种题目才得了吗？
老实说，我真的有点不服气。
如果，家长要管我是否怎么教，那又何必请我这位补习老师呢？
家长那么厉害的话，干脆自己教算了。
我不稀罕你那笔钱！！！！

damn..
realli irritating..

i really need someone to speak to..
i really need someone to confide in..
i can't be dependant on you. if not, what will happen to me when you go for your osip??