Rejection is so painful!!!~

even thou i kinda expected it..

haiz..
want to cry sia..

but i didnt..
n somemore, i acted like its nth.. like nothing happen..
my mind is blank now...
thinking of nothing..
vacuum

soo sad..
really want to cry..
my heart is bleeding n crying now..

even right now, im being pressurized..
by my parents..
haiz...

realli dun feel lyk talking to them..
now, i get irritated if i speak to them lor..
esp my mum..

keep asking me unneccessary things..

gimme a break! will ya??

haiz..

feeling so amn down..
wad to do leh??
its my fate