back from batam le..
feel sad n happy
haiz

happy becoz i buy things that i like.. foood !!!
sad bcoz.. i feel alone.. isolated.. neglected.. even thou there are like 5 of us..
it makes me feels tat i made a wrong decision in going for the trip.
haiz...

u ask me to come along.. yet, u left me practically all by myself..
its to the extent tat even if i disappear, u wunt noe

go holiday.. eat wad A&W..
i dun mind A&W.. but at least, eat in the A&W restaurant lah !!!
wad for stil want to ta bao back to hotel room to eat !???
i still wanted to shop at the shopping mall after dinner de leh!!!!
on the way back to hotel.. u 3 walk happily in front of me.. chit chatting..
makes me feel tat im non-existant.. lyk, im air..

so much for saying u dun wanna sleep .. u wanna ton the night thru..
but in the end? u slpt thru...
u went out with him n another 1 at night..
leaving me n another of ur fren in the hotel room watch TV..
is tat e right thing to do ??
helllooo.. excuse me.. i dunno ur fren leh !!!!!!!!!
u r the mutual fren n yet u went away...
im soooooo damn pissed off

and today morning..
already say want to go shopping b4 check out..
in the end??
juz bcoz he dun wan go, u had to get angry n not go as well..
leave me n ur fren go tgt..
juz the 2 of us !!!!!~

i really dunno wad are u thinking anymore..
especially HIM..
ask him abt sch stuff, is it wrong to tell me??
im his classmate for gods sake !!!
is it wrong to tell me things related to studies??

it makes me wonder whether shld i distance myself from u anot
is it only who wants to stay as frens?
through out this whole trip, i feel that im an extra.. care-la-fare..
haiz..

i originally dislike gg out with couples liaos..
but with u 2, i tot its okay.. i wunt feel outcasted..
but after this trip, i guess im wrong afterall..

my fren once told me sth..
u'll see a person's true colors only when u go overseas with him/her

well, it seems tat its true..

haiz...