FINE!!!
EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT!!!
WHATEVER U SAID IS CORRECT LA!!!
WHATEVERI SAY N DO IS ALL WRONG!!!!!

T.T

realli feel lyk crying nw..
i noe i juz have a post up.. but i feel tat i wanna write down all these..
dad juz came hm..
n directly ask mi abt my pc..
den he started ranting on e graphic card..
say wat e graphic loose.. gt ani wae to make it tighter or wat..
den he sae wat put in some sort of metal wire.. blah blah blah..
in e 1st place, he noe nth abt pcs.. even if he noe, its wat he heard fr his fren..
n i was tired..
i juz answered him ya .. hmm.. orhhs..
den he started scolding mi..
T.T
saying as i grow older, im getting worse..
tis statement realli hurt mi..
i try to b e good daughter tat he alwaes wanted.. to make up fer my bro's lousy grades..
i study hard.. gettin gd results to please u..
n tis is wat u tell mi??!!!
realli saded..
as i type.. he is in e kitchen having his supper.. complaining abt mi to my mum..
i could hear some of his complaints..
as i type nw, my tears r rolling off my cheeks..
*wipes tears*
i noe.. im nt supposed to b crying.. such a big gal liao..
im stressed ..
ova studies..
no one can help mi in my studies..
oni i help myself..
feel soo .. ... ...
helpless..
lonely..
sometimes i wonder..
where r my frens wen i nd them..
normalli i call tingting..
but seeing e wae she talk to mi juz nw, i oso sian by half..
i gt no one else to confide in n wiv..
i feel terrible..





oh god!!!
can u help mmi????
WHO CAN HELP MI????!!!!