haiz...
wen i wake up in e morning, my eyes r a lil pain.. mayb becoz i cried myself to slp last nite.. i mean due to e heated argument wiv my dad..
haiz..
im still brooding ova it..
im at a loss so as to wat to do..
in e morning, we didnt exchanged ani words...
nw, even after i reach hm fr werk, we still hvnt spoken to each other yet..
haiz.. its soo painful..
painful tat wen i cut spring onion juz nw, i sheded some tears..
luckily, ppl tot e tears were shed fr spring onion cutting.. if dey tink tat wae, they are partially correct oni.. haiz..
even my mum.. shes at a loss..
guess, e stubborness fr my dad runs in both of us.. we are a little hot headed n stubborn fer our own good..
nw, my mum juzz tell mi tat my dad threatened nt to take leave to celebrate my bdae..
i feel sad thou..
i mean tat .. its rare tat i wanna celebrate my bdae by chalet.. n soo rare tat my birthdate tis yr, coincides wiv his leave..
soo sad..
realli..
i c other ppl celebrating their 18th bdae wiv a smile.. all family members are present, juz fer e sake of e bdae child..
how i wish that it cld oso happen to mi..
as my parents r eating fruits outside.. im inside my rm.. in front of tis 17" LCD screen.. silently shedding tears.. blowing my nose away.. n oso trying to do my proj2 n rwp report..
but ever since my mum came in my rm n tell mi tat.. ive been unable to concentrate on my reports.. n feeling n urge to blog it all out.. mayb im being silly..
i dunnoe..
i realli donno..
i dunt understand a single..
i dunt understand my family..
i dunt understand myself..
i dunno wat i want..
my mum keep calling mi go outside n eat fruits..
but dun feel lyk leaving my seat..
haiz..
wat shld i do..
im fretting..
haiz..
hu can i confide in???
y soo many troubles fer mi in a single dae?????!!

tml going take 4R foto.. to b submitted 4 ji jiang hui guan's busary..
coz nd foto.. n i dun hv liaos.. haiz..
den in e afternn, tink i go sim lim sq again.. back to fuwell.. go ask watz wrong wiv my hdd..
sad.. no one acc mi...
i asked tingting.. she sae nt free.. wanna study fer test.. gamabtte worx..
seems lyk everitime i ask u out, u're nt free..
haiz..
hu can i ask sia..if no one .. either i go by myself.. or my mum.. but, i dun wan mum to come along.. haiz..

Happy Birthday Hock Meng in advance!!
hockmeng's e guy hu werk in fuwell where i gt my hdd fr.. n tingting's fren.. fr wat she sae, he seems to excel in peee... ahhaha