6.5 hrs to go...

dunno whether shld i be happy or not

my 2 best frens almost end up arguing ...
i feel that its bcoz of me..

if i havent ask them out.. they wldnt b arguing nw

i understand hw both of them feels..
i understand that they want to celebrate wif me..

but .. it makes me feel tat im e cause of both of them arguing wif each other

haiz..
feel soo sad

it hurts me soo much ..
i even feel like cry ing @ one pt of time while talkign to one of them

it makes me feell..
im e source of all trouble..

theres alot of things tat i wld like to say out.. but i know i cant say it out here..
it shall b buried in my heart..